March 18, 2005 journal, the second anniversary birthday of our attack upon Iraq and the killing of the innocent a long with a few guilty people that ran their country in the Moslem World. I welcome Greg Bottoms here from the University of Vermont for an interview. I am ready to review my life and opinion of the church and the possibility of it being the Antichrist. I will study to review my opinion on the true Israel vs false Israel as I know it. I began writing a journal on December 15, 1997 and when I begin to read it I am amazed. I am painting the Holy City, the New Jerusalem coming down from God out of heaven with its 12 gates and 12 foundations. The 12 gates are named after the 12 tribes of Israel and the 12 foundations are named after the 12 apostles of Christ as recorded in the Book of Revelation 21-10 "And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and showed me that great city, the Holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God. Having the glory of God: and her light was like unto a stone most precious, even like a jasper stone, clear as crystal; 12-And had a wall great and high, and had 12 gates, and at the gates 12 angels, and names written thereon, which are the names of the 12 tribes of the children of Israel: 13-On the east 3 gates: on the north 3 gates; on the south 3 gates; on the west 3 gates. 14-And the wall of the city had 12 foundations and in them the names of 12 apostles of the Lamb." I only show the 3 on the one side of the pyramid shape. The definition of an apostle is one that has seen the Lord, although I saw a vision to paint art in 1989 of the coming of the Lord and the world of fire, I do not claim to have seen the Lord face-to-face. A preacher of the largest church here has claim to be an apostle and his wife also. What about his 5000 members, are they all apostles? This is as ridiculous as all of the false sightings of the fake Mary around the world. Let us not exaggerate His Holy presence. In my vision I felt the presence of God as I do everyday and the Holy Spirit so close within my being, we are all vessels of God's Holy Spirit if we live it. My 16 foot painting entitled Bride of Christ will carry a caption across the top, "What happens here stays here" and 'Who happens here stays here', who goes to heaven stays in heaven for eternal life. The advertising slogan for Las Vegas to the nation is "What happens here stays here". I am adding that 'who happens here stays here', they stay in sin and in Hell. Despicable crimes are being committed everyday locally and nationally breeding more crimes to be committed. A father kills his three young daughters, a 13 year-old boy was killed by three robbers who blocked their family car on the street and shot into the car. A man has kidnapped a young girl in Florida molesting her, finally killing and buried her. Television is promoting this disaster continually and multiplying such violence repeatedly. The big rollover-SUV's are reported not selling due to high gas prices. Their offering 25 percent off but they may still cost 37 thousand. Dealers are all suddenly stocked up with these gas guzzlers sometimes called road hogs or big bully machines that drive top heavy. The shameful war continues to kill Americans and Iraqis. This is a stain that will not be erased. What do we care about life? How our abortion mills have been operating full blast for 30 years. How can we condemn Adolf Hitler, Joseph Stalin, Ted Bundy or any of the great killers in history in light of what we have done, wholesale killing, blind terminations. God will stop it in time. It’s a sign of the endtime, we are staged in place for Armageddon. There will be a great white trial in heaven for the guilty ones, it is called the White Throne Judgment over the ungodly, unsaved, and there will be no defense attorneys to represent. Most of them in my opinion will be defendant's because of their oaths taken to idolatry. My final advice in this journal is to repent and pray God to forgive these many atrocities.